It's raining

Recently, I am all alone while going back home after finished my classes. Sigh. The time is not suitable for me to go back home cause nobody can pick me up at station if I arrived there before the time. So, all I can do is to stay back in college library to study a bit.

These few days been raining heavily at my areas and my college area too! One day, like usual I stay back then, I take out my umbrella to walk under the rain, when I under my umbrella or up? How should I say it? My mom fixed my umbrella and I felt touched. A little warm in my heart.

I saw a lot of couples walking romantically under the rain and I was like AWWWW. Although my love is quite far away from me physically, you are staying within me. Saw a quite pity couple, why do I said so? Still felt quite romantic but the guy.. Since both of them do not have an umbrella, the guy use his file to cover his girl, he is all in wet. Luckily is only some drizzle.

What else should I write? Ah yes! FINALLY YOU AND ME IS GOING PUBLIC!

That is all I can think of,
Well.



Leng
Love you more, day by day. *Heart*

Air

When I breath in, I can smell the smoke from my father's cigarette, quite hard to breath. I do not really feel like breathing sometimes, because of that smell. All I can do is only close all the doors and windows, is a relief that he does not smoke in the house but when he smokes the smell will still enter the house from outside through the wind.

I miss the smell of the wind before, seriously. Me and my mother took some effort to stop my father from smoking but he just take them like kidding. Same as what my mother say " He is hopeless already " Perhaps the sentence is does not mean exactly like what I translated, I think the meaning is more or less like that.

Imagine how my lungs will be..

He has never stop this habit. He started smoking when he is 10. However, a miracle has happen for a period, he eventually stop this habit, we are really glad for that time. He even make fun of his friends that are smoking, we are really really happy for that. Until he went to work outstation, his old habit had return to him.. Total disappointed..

He says, people who does not have any bad habit ( smoking and drinking ) will pass away earlier than people that have bad habit.
Bullshit. Total Bullshit..
His explanation for proving that he takes back his old habit.