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SHIT. I accidentally deleted my posts this year. HAHAHAHA. Bagus. Is alright. I will just write somethings to replace back them. So, as I started my second year of diploma in accounting course I am highly motivated to study cause this is where seniors started to struggle. I stay back on my own to study alone in library for few weeks and sometimes those times I spent there paid off but some did not because I am too tired. I need to get up early 3 times a week as my travelling distance to my college was quite far. You see, I need to start my journey 1 hour before my classes start, I am grateful that I have a very kind friend that willing to fetch us to college everyday morning. I appreciate very much! Then, my body condition working under pressure of studies. My hormone becomes irregular and causes delay in my period. Anxious. Maybe I am not made to work under pressure. A very interesting fact from my friend, Good academic result, relationships and sufficient sleep. Which two will you choose? I picked good result and sufficient sleep but I will lose relationships (friendships&romance) is true enough that you would really love to keep all of them in the same time. You will not have sufficient time to maintain these elements. Therefore, is like you need to give up somethings behind things you picked. However, it does not mean that I will give up relationships as I have a gang of friend that have assemble aim in studies and a very understanding fiance of mine. I rather lose some things that I picked, as in attempting to balance all of them. A balance in all is better than losing one of them. My dearest, I have not love him less but more everyday as I live and breathing in the earth. He is always been a very good listener to problems that I faced. What should we do with the disagreement of dating during studies from my dad? Our answer, patient will solve everything in the future. He is one of my fixed assets other than my parents in the upcoming years. I mean Yeah. If the world does not ended in this year, I shall be Mrs. and he shall be my Mr. that share the same surname. Regards, Leng.