Kiwi

Having kiwi honey juice now. Medium sour after 2 large spoon of honey. Vitamin C rocks. 

I am suppose to write everyday but time issue~ 

Undergoing same route everyday. Getting  up to work then at the end of the sleep to rejoice for the next day. Tasting the working life exprecience bitter and sweet.

Bitter for being traumatise of casting mistakes, getting scold from bosses and subordinates; having colleagues that are causing gossip problems, my view of having female colleagues, they are the source of every unpleasant issue especially careful when handling with pregnant female. Well I guess these are the signs of showing the reality. 

My boss always ask me how do I feel about my work? I really do not know how to answer him. Hopefully when my girls came out as degree fresh graduates are able to confront these kind challenges. 

Missing the time spent with them. My post on convocation still working-in-process.

Moving forward! Strong will! :D

Any sweet experienced during work? Not to say there are non but they are undeniable. 

Sweet when accomplishing my tasks succesfully and they are satisfied, the best confident boaster; moments that we are able to joke around with easy and free collegues excluding the troublemakies; and of course, not occupied HAHAHA. So that I will have a second to reply my dearest's text. 

I really felt... Sleepy HAHA

Amigos adios❤️

Good night love

Appreciate for what I have.

Leng

Ceremony

23 November 2013

I had a memorable graduation ceremony, spent quite an amount of time with my beloved family and friends. Love, observe photo :P Madness amount of graduates and their guests surrounded outside the hall. Could not able to move our steps other than standing under the sun HAHA.

Graduates are taking pictures whereas for guardians are either chatting on how well their child did, holding camera or carrying things for them. I had been taking pictures non stop from 11.30 to 2.30 with an empty stomach. Hands was shaking already SERIOUS. HAHA. 

Digestive system too fast is also an disadvantage. I had some biscuit during photo session, so I am not like TOTALLY not eating. :P Then, my mom brought me some bun from canteen but HHAHA.

Such a sweaty hot day but I am grateful that I had a joyful day. I smile until my cheeks got cramp. GREAT. 

24 November 2013 

I am on my way heading to my grandma's home to take some photos with graduation lobe.

Wondering if I graduate with the title of degree graduate will the whole family celebrate XD 

After spending 2 years and 4 months, I received an empty cone, a title of merit graduate and a chance of wearing graduation outfit. 

People never knew how much of effort we spent behind the scene.  

:3 

5 December, finally I stopped my writing on this post. 

Leng

Flashbacks 

Turquiose

Not relating to the title HAHA 

Feeling so sleepy and tired nowadays. I know is normal for you but kind of not used to it. Been working for almost 2 months, my daily route would be spending about 12 hours outside including travel to work and amount of time I spent on working. I spent another 12 hours on my bed then with my parents. 

I spent longer time on my bed rather than  with my parents HAHA 

6 to 7 hours of sleeping time. Seriously. :3 

I felt kind of bored. Wanting to do something different other than work, eat, gossip then sleep. Woah. Impressive right? I just started my working life then already thinking like this. 

How am I suppose to study ah? HAHA

Tired and hungry,

Leng 

I can feel you. ^^

Medicine

Last sunday had a enjoyable day with my love. Biking, eating and learn to play dota HAHAHA

Glad that I did not have any nightmare on being chased by monsters HAHAH. 

Ate sushi supper with love~ woohoo~ 

What is with the medicine? 

I bought them on sunday. A stripe of medicine that can relief my itchy skin. Nowadays, working under air condition is too enjoyable I think~ 

I took it before I slept on the first night, been feeling blur and sleepy for whole day. Then, I asked my colleague that recommend the med to me, she said that her husband never experiencing any side effects like mine. Weird.

The second night, I took half of the pill, same blur and sleepy feeling but not as serious as the first night. 

Got to sleep~ 

Praise the med effect HAHAHA

Good night, 

Regards, 

Leng

Romance

It's you my love :D 

It feels really wonderful when you know there is someone special you always been missing and missing you back, only you. 

Is like no matter what I did, or encountered, I would thought of sharing with him, good or bad. ;D 

Sharing the silly moments, laughable, beh song, pik chik and even bitter, together. Knowing there is someone ready to listen everything from you, small to micro small issues or enormous to undescribe-able big issues. I am grateful ;P 

For not receiving any complain from him.

HAHAHAHAHA

By the way, I love that feeling although we are living apart, we are having the same thing on our mind or might be having same issue. 

Example, when I am writting this post, we are chatting on whats app, telling each other how much we missed each other and wanting to be missed :P 

Having skin issue together some more❤️

Bitter sweet night, 

HHHAHAHA

skin and missing.

Regards,

Leng. 

FFW <3 

Exploring

It had been the third weeks since I joined into industry. Everything seems so new regardless of coming from colleagues or encountering by myself. Learning to be a good staff in the company without causing any major problem to people surrounding, to be more mindful on little things just as little as a button, to be rasional on things I heard around and be able to analyse what should I put on my mind what should I forget. Nevertheless, I should also learn to produce outcome that worth with my pay. HAHA. 

Before I enter into the company, my boss made a big fuzz on the colleagues, trying to tell how good am I and teasing them on my bright side, I believe? Example, my  language standard. 

Thanks to her. Always been promoting how good was my English as compare with her's. SERIOUS IS JUST NOT SO FANTASTICALLY GREAT. I am not trying to be either humble or showing off. Just speaking out the FACT. 

Overall speaking the job is not as bad as I thought other than the air conditioner is too cold i could not stand, go ahead and adjust? How about my colleague that not afraid of cold. HA

Finally, I just hope that I will not get brainwashed by the vulga that I forced to input from my colleagues. *crossfingers*

Time to sleep,

Regards. 

Leng.

False move

While I was asleep last night, I think I scratch myself quite hard, I can feel my left hand in pain. I think I really use quite much of force. I can not hold heavy things for the whole day, even making a fist is hard for me. Felt my hand is shaky on itself.

Today, I had a lot on my mind after listening from my mom.
And I have realised I did something that is not wisely done.

I think I am really impatient and silly. Telling my grandma about my boyfriend and my dad is not a good move. From what I understand from my mom, my grandma and one of my relatives will make the situation become more tense if they talk with my dad.

I better approach my grandma before she talks with my dad.
When you apply more force, the situation will be unstable.

I really don't know they will worsen the situation.

For once I can truly understand what they meant by everyone thinks and understand things differently. Ten people can understand one facts with ten different ways.

I don't know how to write here.. Is something like, everyone is supporting us and turning my dad down makes him felt little in heart.

She also says my grandma and my relative are those people that like to gossip without considering the person's feeling.
I should not be that greedy.

I should not have asking for more from my dad. For all these years, I really wanted to receive recognition from him on our relationship. Things are different when you have a dad that is really traditional in mind.

He cant't even accept to buy online movie ticket with his credit card.

Receiving no question from him is a good sign every time I wanted to go out. This is what my mom said, she say is better than receiving a no as an answer.

I should be grateful already.

Let's stick around a little more together. After graduation the situation will be better for us. 

For our future,
Leng



All I can say is, I met a right person at the right time,
With the right feeling for each other,

Only a slightly little more boundary from my dad.
#Keep Holding On.

No matter how,
I still love you, dad.

Talk talk

I've renew my music play list. Loving it. Especially the 2nd song -- Almost.
Is really beautiful.

I know I should be sleeping, like right now immediately. Still, I felt like writing. I think is because of these songs have some sort off stimulation in thinking.

Today as usual is a normal day, wake up, class, classes, exhausted, home, online, dinner, bath then sleep.

Had some incident during the afternoon with class's guys, allocating people to assignment group. Nonsense. They mentioned something like, don't you feel tired because you guys are together no matter doing what, if you are not, we felt like that. This is how those desperate guys spoke to me. At first, I was strongly against the idea but then, when I was collecting back the opinion from my group, they are alright with that idea.

I describe to those guys how do they look in my eyes when they see us. Is like a pack of wolves seeing sheeps.

Fine fine.

Then, after the following class, I met Yuen Kuan coincidentally, talked for awhile asking how was the class atmosphere. And yeah, she is doing well in the class with some new friends to avoid those dramatic fellas of her old gang in class. Really like drama.

My mood for today is floating in between depends on the situations. Nyah. When there is something fun, I am delighted; when there is something annoying happening around, I am frustrated. That is when I will walk away to have some fresh air.

Angry is the devil. Must always bear on mind!
Oh yeah. I don't know why, I am getting more rude recently. I have those bad words always on my lips and I don't understand why would I turn into like that. I wanna get rid of them.

I must stop cursing! Even in heart.
Should I say beep beep instead of real cursing words? Hmm.. worth to consider.
Of course, my bad words are not involving in scolding others ancestor. One thing to be glad. *tongue*
I only talks about mother~ HAHA.

I should be sleeping now.


Try to listen to all of these songs,


Leng.
Almost,Missing you like crazy.
1a.m.

Ding ding dong

:D
Second day of college reopen. Full of surprise and hope! Ready to Fight for the semester! Game On!
I want to have full bar of spirit throughout the semester!

As usual, I always like to look for stuff on facebook and I found them!

Girls like their Boys do these:
1. Embrace her waist
Not bad not bad.

2. Talk to her seriously.
Yea. Because I also want to listen from you too. Not only listening myself speaking. Wanted to know everything. From hair to toe! *tongue*

3. Sharing secret with her.
I can be a good keeper for you too.

4. Hug her.
Warm warm is just nice.

5. Bring her to the place which you would love to go.
This is on me I know~ When I got permission I will follow everywhere even to the moon. Yes yes.

6. Let her sit on your knee
I personally prefer thigh because is more meaty. HAHA

7. Kiss her unexpectedly
Aww.. like like LIKE!

8. Embrace her from behind
Bear hug is the name. Berry berry like.

9. Hold her hands when she wants to talk.
Wait. Why hold hands? I cant do gesture already. Teehee. I am not going to beat you up too. *evil laugh*

10. Don't lie to her.
I don't want white lie too~ Black ones are prohibited!
White lie = Lie for the sake of me.
Black lie = Lie for the sake of you.

11.Don't cheat on her.
It means the extra boat. I will poke that boat to sink Aha.

12. Comfort her when she cries and try to wipe of her tears too.
*cough cough* Just hug is enough too~

I found out my husband did a lot to me, I mean those actions that are very sweet and not those prohibited ones. So, Congratulation!!!! I am very berry happy and blessed! *flying kiss*

And following by these~
How a boyfriend should treat his girlfriend.
1. Accompany her when she is bored.
I can accompany my self too~ So, no worries when you are up to something. Is either I will be sitting in front of the computer or napping to look for you in dream.

2. Comfort her when she is sad.
*cough cough cough* Just cut off my tear gland please. Unlimited water supplier. However, when there are no tears you should also be worried. I need to learn how to control the volume. *evil laugh*

3. Boy should always be active not act passively.
Especially when it comes to this! *hug* |

4. Don't ignore her when she is acting silly.
I don't think you will right? Right? Right? Meow~ xD

5. Don't always let the girls to ask on date.
It depends depends depends on both of us. Is ok for me to ask for once or twice, I don't mind doing that. Yes yes. Sometimes I am very active too~

6. Make her happy everyday.
My pleasure to you too *poke* I can be your personal clown too. But, I don't do those heavy make up on face, of course. HAHA.

7. Hug her sometimes.
I just loved to have skinship with my husband-nieeeee~

8. Obey to her.
Sit! Stand! Give me hand! Good boy! HAHAHAHA.
I prefer obey from both side but depends on the situation. Do you want cookies?

9. Don't make her feel sad.
I will just cry you know? *sob sob*
Refer back above.

10. Protect her immediately when she got bullied.
Of course you don't bully me too. HAHA. How will you protect me when you are the one that bullies me? *thinking* I will bully back! Bwahaha.

11. Don't hide anything from her.
Guessing is not fun! When I found out myself the effect would be greater. Berry hurt ah~

12. Don't betray her.
*curse curse, poke on the dolls*

I am going to have my nap for awhile now. Yawning.

Goodnap,

Leng

Be mine, you can't run away.

Muackz! 

Shop until the moon came out

Is a very suitable day to shop with friends~ My leg muscles, I cannot feel you. AIHOI 
I got myself quite a lot of clothes today. This is what I meant by satisfaction. Teehee. Can't wait to wear them on and see how will it turned out to be.

My shopping gains. Varieties of colour *KEKE*

I arrived at our gathering location late, never expected they will be so punctual. We waited 15 minutes for the train from sungai besi station to imbi. Talked a lot to each other, glad to know that they are fine. We started to shop from Time Square but we arrived there too early before the shops are all opened up. Therefore, we only walk through 3 floors, I already had my favourite in my hand. Try and guess?

The red one. A very elegant one piece dress that I have been longing for, I saw it in different shops already and I cannot help myself from not looking and touching the dress. However, before I actually made up my mind to buy it, I could not found a valid reason to buy it because it is like quite a ceremonious dress to wear as casual shopping outfit. Then! The clever Theng speak up -- You can even wear it for your presentation don't you? The light bulb on my head is shining brightly above my head. The next thing you know will be : KAK, INI ADA BARU PUNYA AH?
CHEK CHING. There goes my RM 25.

Then, we traveled to the next destination which is Sungei Wang to continue our hunting journey, after crossing few road, we are there already. Is a smooth walking journey until I loss my steps on the stairs and I kissed the floooooorrr. Ouch. I can see a blue black mark below my knee when I got back home.

Kissed the floor.

Its time to shop-til-drop! *I had already dropped in the pain way

My friend asked me, Don't you feel that she have changed a lot? I answer my friend, Not really cause I met her once awhile in the college and we shared some conversation when we bumped into each other.

How can a person remain the same like they do after they had went through all those drama? The only thing that can be certain in life -- Changes. I have always been a fan of my college tutors, sometimes they really came out with some quotes that knocked your mind and heart hard wherein they inspire me a lot. This quote was from my management accounting tutor.

I could not deny that myself was the original me from the day I born to be but some of the basic elements in my personalities do remain with me. I am born to be optimistic, not giving up without giving a try, a cheerful person, honest, a soft hearted person, prideful and a picky person.

However, when situation happened some of the elements will be diminishing to confront the changes. When I got failed for once or twice after a few try, I would give up, then the optimistic will motivate myself to keep on trying, after a few attempts the prideful will come in and request for giving up in order to protect my pride in front of people. Hmm.. Something like that. I guess?

I am clueless for what I have wrote here, two different situation. For your information, the person that I meant that went through a lot of dramas is Yuen Kuan. One friend that I always worried about. All those trouble like to look up for her, poor girl.

Well, enough for the down atmosphere!

Actually this is suppose to be posted after my outing with them on 11 January but then, I completely forgotten to finish it. HAHA

Flashing back. After done walking, we head to the monorail station, we missed 3 monorails in front of our eyes. Passengers inside are like sardin in can. Can't squeeze in at all! 


Been typing for 3 days,



Leng
Out of thoughts.

Here and there

Sitting in the kitchen, smelling the aroma from the herbal chicken soup, having a sandwich, they made me feel peaceful.

I got awake this afternoon after had a nightmare regarding to the KTM's train. They are like horror plus adventurous actions in there, I can feel the cold sweat on my forehead. I am not suppose to get nightmares (or I should say morning-mare) during my holiday right? I don't understand. ROAR.

Today, I am suppose to do a lot of housework but I done nothing. GOSH. Ended up doing research on internet about random stuffs ( contact lens, recipes, Association of Charted Certified Accountants, Charted Institution of Management Accountants ) I even look up for job requirements already, seriously. I still got 2 more semester to go until my graduation. WHY YOU SO STRESS?

I found out the pay for accountants are quite low. DUH.. I only worth from the range of RM 1,300 to RM 1,900. I just hope the inflation rate won't be higher than my salary in future. I don't know where should I work too. OMG. How will my future boss be? How will my colleagues be? Friendly? Fakers?

Just stop right there!

Actually, I am suppose to have a outing around my house tomorrow (TUE, 22.1.2013) but the plan got canceled because of some factor and my purse is starving already. HAHA. However, in the evening I got bored a bit then, I saw a friend that I haven't been seeing her, I chatted to her randomly, then, she invite me to have lunch at a japanese buffet restaurant on this Friday (25.1.2013) and the price rate for 1 person is around RM 50. At first, I was trying to decline the offer, then after I checked the website of the restaurant seeing all those attractive food, I MUST GO THERE.

Hahahaha. Here is the website! http://www.saisaki.com.my/

7 more minutes to my limit! What should I write? *tongue* Oh ya! Today, a friend of mine have finally uploaded the photo I took at the KLCC park. I look quite elegant in some picture but.. others are like hyperactive. Been locked up in the cage and finally got released. 

Until here I write, Off to sleep.
Nights,
With love.


Leng
Ps. I love you.

Recharging period

OH LAH~ AMIGOES :D

Having semester break for 4 weeks currently. Restarting myself from 0 but my daily activity level is at negative. Hilarious right?

DAY 1
I am very motivated for my first day of holiday, I washed my bed sheets and my brother's as well. And it is the only thing that I can do for the whole day you see. Why? There is no water supply since the afternoon. THAT IS WHY I CAN ONLY SIT IN FRONT OF MY LAPTOP TO PLAY.
I nearly cannot even got my soup done too.

Is alright. I will just put my outstanding task for tomorrow.

I spent my whole day to talk to people on my facebook list. Of course, I only looked for those I am very familiar with. Arranging outing to here and there with this and that blah blah. And also, asking how my siblings doing these days. They are missing me quite a lot, I guess. Got asked a lot of times with the same question, ARE YOU COMING BACK TO HOMETOWN THIS YEAR? I answered them, NO.

Eh leh~ My college reopen day is a week earlier than the Chinese New Year~
I only have 3 days for my new year break. It is so AWESOME ( in a bad meaning )

DAY 2

I continue my washing progress, and I clean my own bedroom. The dusts are like mad. Almost 2mm of dusts on my cupboard, I can't remember how long I have kept them around, MY NOSE WAS THE VICTIM. Then, I got my window cleaned too. I was standing on the chair to clean the window and the little girl opposite was looking at me like WOHHH.

New year is few weeks around the corner already. Is time to do some cleaning in house. Not forgetting that also, is time to stock in my new year clothes already. HAHA.

Day 3
Woke up late on that day so I get nothing done on that day. I just spent my time in the kitchen for the whole day, boiling soup and making my lunch.

My lunch on that day, Tomato sause carrot minched meat spaghetti  

 Initially, it was going to be kari spaghetti but I can't found the kari powder which is in front of my eyes. Blind me. HAHA. But this spaghetti turns out quite nice too. 

Day 4 (Today)

The oily carrot fried rice *eww*

I slept over AGAIN. HAHAHA. I slept at 1 a.m. but before going for bed I played a game which involve some detective and killing elements then.. I got nightmare. SCARED ME. I woke up like twice in 1 night, the dreams are about I murdered someone and another one is I got chased by something. REALLY HAHAHAHA. Can't sleep well because I played that game before sleeping, shall not do that again! I do not want to got chased.

I woke up at noon. After putting all the clothes under the sun, then I get into kitchen to boil soup and prepare my dinunch-carrot fried rice. Trust me, I am not really a BIG FAN of carrot but it is really what I can use to cook. HAHAHA.

I put too much of oil, after I finished my rice in that plate I still can see some left over YELLOW OIL there. Not good in oil management.
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Until there I can say, such a relaxing holiday.

Leng.

Ps. Missing you badly.