Cold with excitement

Feeling cold nowadays, my body getting weak or the temperature getting colder? I should eat more red meat hmm.. 

Currently on leave with my family at hometown, attending my uncle's wedding. Me and my family were busy cleaning for him because he did not know what should he do haha.. Lost direction when you are the  main one, others are having clearer mind. I think he got overly excited hahaha.. 

Today I get to spend some time with some old folks, they were quite cute as usual, I like to see them around, the way they laugh and tease with their friends. Just too cute😂 You would not believe, I prefer they come in pair, today I saw a pair on the market road, he put on helmet for her, I got melted. Why you guys so cute?! 

I get to clean dishes with fellow old aunties at the corridor area, I speak in their language, my tongue got twisted, rapping taylor swift lyrics is even easier than that! My ex man bought his new girlfriend shes like oh my god but I am just gonna shake until the fella over there with the hella good hair won't you come on over baby we can shake shake shakeeee 

See is just that simple tada!

Then, I really forgotten when is the last time I got so focused watching a television program, like usually I will slide my gadget during it, I did not do so for today, bad signal is the cause. I watched爸爸去哪儿with my mom and even my brother, laughed like mad! :D 

I think thats all I wanna write~ 

Good night with a pleasant mood,

Leng

Ps. Attached my very nice breakfast of the day

December of 2014

The beginning of the month, the last month of 2014. I am turning into an adult on the 2nd week, feeling complicated. I have got a lot of things that I wanted to do for my adult year :3 

I wanted to do a bag pack trip. 

Local or foreign depends on budget.

I wanted to experience clubbing HAHAHA 

Someday with my girl friends maybe?

I wanted to learn make up.

Maybe a simple one? Eye make up will do :) 

I wanted to do bungee jump with my love HAHA

I wanted to... 

Nay I think these are all I really wanted to do badly for the time being.. 

My new goal for next year:

To be a punctual person. Yes. VERY IMPOSSIBLE. 

But lets try :) 

Stuffed with lunch. 

Leng. 

Stagnant of mind

My MUET is counting down towards the due but I am still lack of efforts and time to practise on it. How? Tell me what to do please😂 I have tried some of the sample papers though.

Finally I have registered myself into a university and trying to do a part time degree in accounting. I am quite satisfied with my decision because by their way of conduct and their facilities, but I shall observe for few more semesters on myself and on the school itself. 

I realised that I have unlimited wants and needs as per words from my economics lecturer, not myself but all of us are the same. I am at the stage of demanding for better style and enjoyment of living: better food and better gadgets for example, with a LITTLE bit savings that I had before working. There will be chance that I wanted to have something that is over my monthly purchasing power, I will need to accumulate slowly and the good-side of it is that I can have more time to consider about the usage of that item then only I get it afterward. If it is unnecessary the answer will be not buying. Man, my parents taught me well😝

I REALLY NEED TO TRAIN MYSELF TO HAVE PEACE IN MIND WHEN I AM FACING THAT ANNOYING WOMAN IN OFFICE.

Lastly, for your information I have spent at least a month to complete this post gosh. 😂😂😂😂

Regards, 

Leng. 

Fighting spirit 

Looking out

Nowadays I have been reading on forum, doing research for future academic planning. I found out many of us are having similar issues such as difficulties on making choices. This is better than that, that is slightly having more privilege than this. HAHAHA 

The more I read, the even more confused situation happened. Never doubt the world outside is like a big safari just name it out cause they got everything. 

Personally, I preferred writing over calculation, writing with a bit of calculation is always a good blend. If its in purely calculation I am doomed, I cannot work without calculators. Yay~ Who said accountants need to be expert in numbers? If its so, why do we need actuarial mathematics? *lame joke* 

I can do math but you see.

I cannot guarantee not to fall asleep if I were to sit still in front of my desk, punching calculators. *tapping tapping* 

I cannot be still. 

Those basic criteria of accountant, seem hard for me. *bitter* 

Continuing to do research on accounting. 

Regards. 

Leng 

Thinking on every possibility

Should I?

So yesterday I went to the university and asked for information regarding to the course that I am going to enroll. The journey to there is quite a long way if I were to walk, my dad been nagging after surveying the surrounding and the walking distance from train station. Haha? 

The consultant that I got to talk with was not around then another person approached to me, I am content with information though she might not be as experience as the last one. So its still alright. My dad been pretending cool & my mom been very participative during the session, feeling a little important for that. 

My lovie said that I should just go ahead and enroll right away because of that insecure feeling I turn myself off a bit. I do not know what are those things that are playing in my mind, which caused myself to have a slightly sleepless night the night before. Finally, after I went back home thinked throughly, I regretted for not doing so. Wtf. 

Alright. I still have 1 week to anticipate for the next open day. Yuppy. 

*Tick tock tick tock* 

Leng

Learning

Quote from my boss - Drinking drinking, eating eating, business come. HAHA

Suddenly thought of this funny right? 

Nowadays I am trying to write or to renew my blog through my phone. How? Just create new document file from application then, start writing. HAHA 

Wondering why I never thought of this before until recently. 

Love I know you been waiting HAHA. 

Regards,

Leng

Here's a short post just for fun

Nighty❤️

Moment of truth

Reality is cruel for newborn like me. Knowing nothing just doing what we believe its correct. So, I am having a hardcore relationship with walls. Urgh~ Apart from my dearest, the most exciting part off work will always be with ---- BED. 

*jumping jumping jumping everybody!* 

When your colleague which is more capable than you is on leave, You can foresee your days during it. *papers flying everywhere* Unknowingly, I were pampered to the extent that I could barely do anything on my own. 

This is very bad. HA. Very very bad. How can I handle without getting any chance? Wtf. 

Then one of my boss is giving me a hard time nowadays, I think somehow he did it purposely and trying to teach me a lesson. Damn it. You just cannot do everything on your own - I think he is trying to implant this kind of mindset on me. 

I really got mad when he hand me over those task and saying something which gets me even mad-der. 

Tell me, what kind of idiot will not be asking for help if the helper can be trust and you do not need to do cleanup afterward? Damn damn damn. I know bosses just do not care as long you did everything on time, the problem is WHO ELSE WILL BE CLEANING AFTERWARD?! 

Cool down. I really need to. *ABCDEFGHIJKL* 

Regards, 

Leng

Been writting about this for 2days LOL

Crazy people like me

Its been long enough already. Ha! 

Already been fourth months since I started to work :3 and left college for good. At first I thought it will better away from college stress but I was wrong. Sigh. I will be keep on fighting until the end! :D 

Who knows where will be the ending of it? 

I still can foresee my path during my college years, now not any more. *complicated* 

I bounded my mind too far. I shall be going back to books! *excited* 

Why are you coming out from college at first then looking for ways to get back to study? 

Waeeeeeeeeeee *why* 

Regards

Leng