When I breath in, I can smell the smoke from my father's cigarette, quite hard to breath. I do not really feel like breathing sometimes, because of that smell. All I can do is only close all the doors and windows, is a relief that he does not smoke in the house but when he smokes the smell will still enter the house from outside through the wind.
I miss the smell of the wind before, seriously. Me and my mother took some effort to stop my father from smoking but he just take them like kidding. Same as what my mother say " He is hopeless already " Perhaps the sentence is does not mean exactly like what I translated, I think the meaning is more or less like that.
Imagine how my lungs will be..
He has never stop this habit. He started smoking when he is 10. However, a miracle has happen for a period, he eventually stop this habit, we are really glad for that time. He even make fun of his friends that are smoking, we are really really happy for that. Until he went to work outstation, his old habit had return to him.. Total disappointed..
He says, people who does not have any bad habit ( smoking and drinking ) will pass away earlier than people that have bad habit.
Bullshit. Total Bullshit..
His explanation for proving that he takes back his old habit.
