Thursday, April 2, 2009

yesterday ...

2day
thursday ...
i din went 2 school
because
i cant open my eye ...

last night ...
my mind is full of homeworks ...
oral n lisan 4 tml ( which mean 2day )
persentation est ...
tons of add math tat i don noe hw 2 solve
my mind ...
is full of stress ...
den ...
my tears is start 2 drop ...

i hide myself in my room ...
holding my towel ...
trying 2 wipe off my tears ...
my tears ...
stop after 15 minute ...

went down stair ...
tell my mother i wan 2 sleep ...
den ....
my tears ...
come out again ....
omg ....
my mom n dad ...
keep asking y ....
wat happen ??
i don noe hw 2 say ...
unable 2 control adi ...
i try 2 wash my face ..
keep telling myself cool down ...
useless ...
the pressure hv reach my limit ...
must express out ...

stop again ....
after washing face ...
my mom n dad asking me
do u want 2 change ur class 2 account class ?
i say no ...
coz i don hv interst in account ...
den hw about stop tuition ?
no oso ...
if stop tuition ...
i will bcome more confuse in my study ...
they keep suggest me not 2 force myself so much ...
i nod my head ...
den get in my bed ...
try 2 sleep ....
ok sucess ...
falling 2 sleep deeply ...

6 a.m.
my mom went in my room ask whether m i going 2 skol ?
i cover my head ...
keep saying no no no ... i don wan ...
i don noe y i suddenly so scare went 2 skol ....
so sorry ya ... peg hoon ...

wake up ...
my eye zong adi ...
haiz ...

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