False move

While I was asleep last night, I think I scratch myself quite hard, I can feel my left hand in pain. I think I really use quite much of force. I can not hold heavy things for the whole day, even making a fist is hard for me. Felt my hand is shaky on itself.

Today, I had a lot on my mind after listening from my mom.
And I have realised I did something that is not wisely done.

I think I am really impatient and silly. Telling my grandma about my boyfriend and my dad is not a good move. From what I understand from my mom, my grandma and one of my relatives will make the situation become more tense if they talk with my dad.

I better approach my grandma before she talks with my dad.
When you apply more force, the situation will be unstable.

I really don't know they will worsen the situation.

For once I can truly understand what they meant by everyone thinks and understand things differently. Ten people can understand one facts with ten different ways.

I don't know how to write here.. Is something like, everyone is supporting us and turning my dad down makes him felt little in heart.

She also says my grandma and my relative are those people that like to gossip without considering the person's feeling.
I should not be that greedy.

I should not have asking for more from my dad. For all these years, I really wanted to receive recognition from him on our relationship. Things are different when you have a dad that is really traditional in mind.

He cant't even accept to buy online movie ticket with his credit card.

Receiving no question from him is a good sign every time I wanted to go out. This is what my mom said, she say is better than receiving a no as an answer.

I should be grateful already.

Let's stick around a little more together. After graduation the situation will be better for us. 

For our future,
Leng



All I can say is, I met a right person at the right time,
With the right feeling for each other,

Only a slightly little more boundary from my dad.
#Keep Holding On.

No matter how,
I still love you, dad.

Talk talk

I've renew my music play list. Loving it. Especially the 2nd song -- Almost.
Is really beautiful.

I know I should be sleeping, like right now immediately. Still, I felt like writing. I think is because of these songs have some sort off stimulation in thinking.

Today as usual is a normal day, wake up, class, classes, exhausted, home, online, dinner, bath then sleep.

Had some incident during the afternoon with class's guys, allocating people to assignment group. Nonsense. They mentioned something like, don't you feel tired because you guys are together no matter doing what, if you are not, we felt like that. This is how those desperate guys spoke to me. At first, I was strongly against the idea but then, when I was collecting back the opinion from my group, they are alright with that idea.

I describe to those guys how do they look in my eyes when they see us. Is like a pack of wolves seeing sheeps.

Fine fine.

Then, after the following class, I met Yuen Kuan coincidentally, talked for awhile asking how was the class atmosphere. And yeah, she is doing well in the class with some new friends to avoid those dramatic fellas of her old gang in class. Really like drama.

My mood for today is floating in between depends on the situations. Nyah. When there is something fun, I am delighted; when there is something annoying happening around, I am frustrated. That is when I will walk away to have some fresh air.

Angry is the devil. Must always bear on mind!
Oh yeah. I don't know why, I am getting more rude recently. I have those bad words always on my lips and I don't understand why would I turn into like that. I wanna get rid of them.

I must stop cursing! Even in heart.
Should I say beep beep instead of real cursing words? Hmm.. worth to consider.
Of course, my bad words are not involving in scolding others ancestor. One thing to be glad. *tongue*
I only talks about mother~ HAHA.

I should be sleeping now.


Try to listen to all of these songs,


Leng.
Almost,Missing you like crazy.
1a.m.

Ding ding dong

:D
Second day of college reopen. Full of surprise and hope! Ready to Fight for the semester! Game On!
I want to have full bar of spirit throughout the semester!

As usual, I always like to look for stuff on facebook and I found them!

Girls like their Boys do these:
1. Embrace her waist
Not bad not bad.

2. Talk to her seriously.
Yea. Because I also want to listen from you too. Not only listening myself speaking. Wanted to know everything. From hair to toe! *tongue*

3. Sharing secret with her.
I can be a good keeper for you too.

4. Hug her.
Warm warm is just nice.

5. Bring her to the place which you would love to go.
This is on me I know~ When I got permission I will follow everywhere even to the moon. Yes yes.

6. Let her sit on your knee
I personally prefer thigh because is more meaty. HAHA

7. Kiss her unexpectedly
Aww.. like like LIKE!

8. Embrace her from behind
Bear hug is the name. Berry berry like.

9. Hold her hands when she wants to talk.
Wait. Why hold hands? I cant do gesture already. Teehee. I am not going to beat you up too. *evil laugh*

10. Don't lie to her.
I don't want white lie too~ Black ones are prohibited!
White lie = Lie for the sake of me.
Black lie = Lie for the sake of you.

11.Don't cheat on her.
It means the extra boat. I will poke that boat to sink Aha.

12. Comfort her when she cries and try to wipe of her tears too.
*cough cough* Just hug is enough too~

I found out my husband did a lot to me, I mean those actions that are very sweet and not those prohibited ones. So, Congratulation!!!! I am very berry happy and blessed! *flying kiss*

And following by these~
How a boyfriend should treat his girlfriend.
1. Accompany her when she is bored.
I can accompany my self too~ So, no worries when you are up to something. Is either I will be sitting in front of the computer or napping to look for you in dream.

2. Comfort her when she is sad.
*cough cough cough* Just cut off my tear gland please. Unlimited water supplier. However, when there are no tears you should also be worried. I need to learn how to control the volume. *evil laugh*

3. Boy should always be active not act passively.
Especially when it comes to this! *hug* |

4. Don't ignore her when she is acting silly.
I don't think you will right? Right? Right? Meow~ xD

5. Don't always let the girls to ask on date.
It depends depends depends on both of us. Is ok for me to ask for once or twice, I don't mind doing that. Yes yes. Sometimes I am very active too~

6. Make her happy everyday.
My pleasure to you too *poke* I can be your personal clown too. But, I don't do those heavy make up on face, of course. HAHA.

7. Hug her sometimes.
I just loved to have skinship with my husband-nieeeee~

8. Obey to her.
Sit! Stand! Give me hand! Good boy! HAHAHAHA.
I prefer obey from both side but depends on the situation. Do you want cookies?

9. Don't make her feel sad.
I will just cry you know? *sob sob*
Refer back above.

10. Protect her immediately when she got bullied.
Of course you don't bully me too. HAHA. How will you protect me when you are the one that bullies me? *thinking* I will bully back! Bwahaha.

11. Don't hide anything from her.
Guessing is not fun! When I found out myself the effect would be greater. Berry hurt ah~

12. Don't betray her.
*curse curse, poke on the dolls*

I am going to have my nap for awhile now. Yawning.

Goodnap,

Leng

Be mine, you can't run away.

Muackz!